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October 12th, 2010 by MikeIs there a song that really helped you get through the Quitting Adderall process? Or even just a song that hits home for you as it relates to Adderall? Post your song in the comments and I’ll add it to the list!
Also: You can vote songs up/down.
Hey Mike, I just bought this CD by an artist named Anthony Green. He’s been in a number of projects/bands but this is a solo album. The song Stone Hearted Man really caught my attention. He’s openly admitted to being a former meth user so I instantly knew what this song was about when I heard it. It’s more about keeping positive in/throughout/after recovery from addiction, but it really struck a note in me. Not sure if this is an appropriate song here but I figure it could help some people in some way!
I know you spent your money to see
What you hear on CD
They say what doesn’t kill the soul will make it harder
But you can’t be a stone hearted man
This isn’t just a waste of time
Addictions made me smarter
But you can’t be high all the time
Do you realize why you apologize?
Well it’s not your fault, cause were all fucked up
And do you really think that it’s worth it, to be all worried about time?
“Cause I know what you want
I think I know, I think I know what you want
I know you spent your money to see
What you hear on CD
They say what doesn’t kill the soul will make it harder
But you can’t be a stone hearted man
This isn’t just a waste of time
Addictions made me stronger
But you can’t be stoned all the time
Do you realize why you apologize?
Well it’s not your fault, cause we’re all fucked up
And do you really think that it’s worth it, to be all worried about time?
Worried about time?
Cause I know what you want
I think I know, I think I know what you want
I think I, I think I know, I think I know what you want, what you want”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2bepHy8Pj8 (the song if anyone wants to check it out)
Hey Chris,
Nice find. Added to the list!
I have three songs to add!!!
“Amphetamine” by Everclear (“She’s perfect in a fucked up way that all the magazines seem to wanna glorify these days / She looks like a teenage anthem she looks like she used to be happy with the girl inside’)
“Semi-Charmed Life” by Third Eye Blind (“She’s got her jaws now locked down in a smile but nothing is alright / I want something else to get me through this semi-charmed kind of life”)
“One Pill” by Nya Jade (“One pill, just to kill the pain and its / One pill, to make you feel sane and its / One pill for a cheap thrill and its all downhill”)
The lyrics to all these songs are perfect and have really helped me out. I actually saw Third Eye Blind in concert on December 31st, the day I took my last pill, so that song has extra special meaning to me!
You can also see on YouTube the full video for One Pill, shot around San Francisco. Its a very positive, uplifting song, with no angst, unlike most drug songs haha 🙂
You got it, Cosmikitten! I’ve added them all to the list. I really liked “One Pill”.
Hey Mike I love the site. Every time I hear “Stinkfist” by Tool I feel like it describes the life of an adderall junkie PERFECTLY
Something has to change.
Undeniable dilemma.
Boredom’s not a burden
Anyone should bear.
Constant over stimulation numbs me
But I would not want you
Any other way.
Just not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said,
I don’t want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive.
Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.
I can help you change
Tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and we’ll be
Well upon our way.
Blend and balance
Pain and comfort
Deep within you
‘Till you will not want me any other way.
But not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said,
I don’t want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive.
Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but it’s something you’ll get used to.
Relax. Turn away.
Something kinda sad about
The way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?
How can this mean anything to me?
If I really don’t feel anything at all?
I’ll keep digging
Till I feel something.
Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax,
Turn around and take my hand.
This song says the truth. It’s sad how many people struggle with these problems everyday. The middle and toward the end describe what we all go through
Everyone’s At It
I don’t know much but I know this for certain
That is the sun poking its head round the curtain
Please can we leave I’d like to go to bed now
Its not just the sun that is hurting my head now
I’m not trying to say that I’m smelling of roses
But when will we tire of putting shit up our noses
I don’t like staying up
Staying up past the sunlight
It’s meant to be fun and this just doesn’t feel right
Why can’t we all all just be honest
Admit to ourselves that everyone’s on it
From grown politicians to young adolescents
Prescribing themselves antidepressants
How can we start to tackle the problem
If you don’t put your hands up and admit that you’re on them
The kids are in danger they’re all getting habits
Cause from what I can see everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
I get involved but I’m not advocating
Got an opinion yeah you’re well up for slating
See you’ve got a prescription and that makes it legal
Now I find the excuses overwhelmingly feeble
You go to the doctor you need pills for sleeping
Well if you can convince him then I guess that’s not cheating
So your daughter’s depressed well get her straight on the Prozac
But little do you know she already takes crack
Why can’t we all all just be honest
Admit to ourselves that everyone’s on it
From grown politicians to young adolescents
Prescribing themselves antidepressants
How can we start to tackle the problem
If you don’t put your hands up and admit that you’re on them
The kids are in danger they’re all getting habits
Cause from what I can see everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Why can’t we all all just be honest
Admit to ourselves that everyone’s on it
From grown politicians to young adolescents
Prescribing themselves antidepressants
How can we start to tackle the problem
If you don’t put your hands up and admit that you’re on them
The kids are in danger they’re all getting habits
Cause from what I can see everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
Everyone’s at it
i AM A SINGER SONGWRITER…MY MOST REQUESTED ADDERALL TUNE(WHETHER THEY KNOW IT OR NOT IS CALLED “FASTERBOY”
BOY U RUN SO FAST…
BOY UR GOIN NOWHERE…
U’LL COME IN LAST IF U EVEN PLACE AT ALL…
CONSTANT STIMULATION…CREATES A LIMITATION…
INSTANT GRATIFICATION IS ALL YOU’VE EVER KNOWM…
KISS, SWALLOW, FUCK, KILL EVERYHING YOU SEE…
WHY U ALWAYS GOTTA B SO MUCH FASTER?
(PART OF FASTERBOY OFF MY NEW CD “A FALSE SENSE OF WELL BEING”)
eminem’s “not afraid” is a good one
…
Cause I ain’t playin’ around
There’s a game called circle and I don’t know how
I’m way too up to back down
But I think I’m still tryna figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn’t
This fucking black cloud still follow’s me around
But it’s time to exercise these demons
These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now!
And I just can’t keep living this way
So starting today, I’m breaking out of this cage
I’m standing up, Imma face my demons
I’m manning up, Imma hold my ground
I’ve had enough, now I’m so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now…
Cause I’m raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I’m too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and…
I’m not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We’ll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you’re not alone
Holla if you feel that you’ve been down the same road
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tC1NR7AL_9s
this is a song for adderall’s very distant, crazy cousin in the amphetamine family
I started taking Adderall a few months ago, not planning to quit although this website is amazing and a couple times while reading the mirror like posts i was like “damn does it really worth it” ?! And you know what?! I really do not wanna have another thing to worry and over-think and fucking my brain up every night so !! worth it or not the future will show!! for now its what makes me tick what makes me fun what makes me socialize easier what makes me not forgetting the name of the girl i just hit on what keeps my mind occupied what gives the actual motivation to achieve the things that i want WHEN i want them, and well i prefer a fast life that actually is ALIVE to its every extent. Yes maybe fake maybe its just a pill but cmmon now!! ill do what we humans do best ill lie to myself – ill give an excuse to myself and to u. In this planet/world/country/community/neighborhood/house/room… Whos to say what is fake and what is not whos to say if its soul and character or just brain chemicals and sex drive.Thus for the time im not gonna bother my little speedy brain with guilt for making it work better whatever the consequences! I live now here this moment and want to take advantage of it to its fullest! and ” if my life is MINE then what shouldn’t I do” as the lyrics of the song that I want to post say! Btw Ive only been in the USA 1 year now. From all the countries of the world that i could go to the reason i choose the states is cause im a challenge addict!! life where i come from is easy its happy (not for me but for most ppl)you dont see 18year olds with real issues or brain disorders for that matter! What for most ppl is happiness-simplicity for me is ultimate boredom!! And so here is my song (I will completely understand if u dont post my comment just post the song pls)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=we_czU9sJ3g&ob=av2n
Lyrics
tremble
They’re gonna eat me alive
If I stumble
They’re gonna eat me alive
Can you hear my heart
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Help I’m alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender
Come take my pulse the pace is on a runaway train
Help I’m alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
If we’re still alive
My regrets are few
If my life is mine
What shouldn’t I do?
I get wherever I’m going
I get whatever I need
While my blood’s still flowing
And my heart’s still
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Help I’m alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft
Tough to be tender
Come take my pulse the pace is on a runaway train
Help I’m alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
If we’re still alive
My regrets are few
If my life is mine
What shouldn’t I do?
I get wherever I’m going
I get whatever I need
While my blood’s still flowing
And my heart’s still
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Beating like a hammer
Help I’m alive
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgndOV_ogHg
you was only swearing yesterday
you want to win the world away
but now you got nothin to say.
boy… you’re getting out of hand
you got to make a stand
so put the [coke] away
boy… you got to do the show
got to let the people know
you got the strength to stay
I can see you run
i can see you hide
but your heart is aching
lost in a dream
of what might have been
you’re the guy
you’re the #1
and your knees are shaking.
stand and deliver
in an endless dream.
“Tomorrow†by Chris Young
When I was driving a couple months ago and heard this song, I started bawling because I related it to my almost 10 year addiction to Adderall. It’s obviously a love song… but if you are a true Adderall addict – that wants so deeply to quit – then you might relate to it like I did…
“Tomorrow, I’m gonna leave here
I’m gonna let you go and walk away
Like every day I said I would
And tomorrow, I’m gonna listen
To that voice of reason inside my head
Telling me that we’re no good
But tonight I’m gonna give in one last time
Rock you strong in these arms of mine
Forget all the regrets that are bound to follow
Cause we’re like fire and gasoline
I’m no good for you
You’re no good for me
We only bring each other tears and sorrow
But tonight, I’m gonna love you like there’s no tomorrow
Tomorrow, I’ll be stronger
I’m not gonna break down and call you up
When my heart cries out for you
And tomorrow, you won’t believe it,
But when I pass your house,
I won’t stop no matter how bad I want to.
Baby when we’re good, You know we’re great
But there’s too much bad for us to think
That there’s anything worth trying to save
Tomorrow, I’m gonna leave here.
I’m gonna let you go and walk away like every day I said I would.”
@Christie – That’s a great song. I’ll get it added asap! I think it’s definitely a relatable song.
You Don’t Have to Move that Mountain
Nickel Creek
“You don’t have to move that mountain
Just help me Lord to climb it
You don’t have to move that stumblin’ block
Just show me the way around it
We must climb a great high mountain
To reach God’s gracious kingdom
In His words you’ll find the strength
If you will just believe them
You don’t have to move that mountain
Just help me Lord to climb it
You don’t have to move that stumblin’ block
Just show me the way around it
Well, the way is filled with pitfalls
And sometimes we may falter
You can have His grace, my friend
On your knees down at the altar
You don’t have to move that mountain
Just help me Lord to climb it
You don’t have to move that stumblin’ block”
Also, your list of songs (in my opinon) contains quite a few sad, downer type songs…how about some that make you want to dance and feel happy? Although the lyrics may not be happy, the tempo and pace of these songs may make you want to dance…the beauty of music….:)
Here’s a few more that I’d reccomend::
Right in Tune-Railroad Earth
Ain’t Wasting Time No More- The Allman Brothers
Getting Better- The Beatles
Long As I Can See The Light- Creedence Clearwater Revival
Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been
Reliant K
I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I’m losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics…
’cause I don’t want you to know where I am
’cause then you’ll see my heart
In the saddest state it’s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That’s exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it’s the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
[Chorus]
I’m sorry for the person I became.
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to be sure I never become that way again
’cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn’t keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can’t let that happen again
’cause then you’ll see my heart
In the saddest state it’s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]
Who I am hates who I’ve been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
’cause who I’ve been only ever made me…
So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to be sure I never become that way again
’cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.
Amazin’ by Aerosmith is a GREAT recovery song.
I kept the right ones out
And let the wrong ones in
Had an angel of mercy
To see me through all my sin
There were times in my life
When I was goin insane
Tryin’ to walk through the pain
When I lost my grip
And I hit the floor
I thought I could leave
But I couldn’t get out the door
I was so sick and tired
Of livin’ a lie
I was wishin’ that I would die
Its amazing
With the blink of an eye
I finally saw the light
Its amazing
That when the moment arrives
You know you’ll be alright
Its amazing
And I’m sayin’ a prayer
For the desperate hearts tonight
That one last shots a permanent vacation
And how high can you fly with broken wings
Lifes a journey not a destination
And I just can’t tell just what tomorrow brings
You have to learn to crawl
Before you learn to walk
But I just couldn’t listen
To all that righteous talk
I was out on the street
Tryin to survive
Scratchin to stay alive
Its amazing
With the blink of an eye
I finally saw the light
Its amazing
That when the moment arrives
You know you’ll be alright
Its amazing
And I’m sayin’ a prayer
For the desperate hearts tonight
The drugs don’t work -Ben Harper
I like The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars…because it makes me feel okay to be lazy, and I feel very lazy sometimes off of adderall…
Another good quitting adderall song – The Pills Won’t Help You Now by the Chemical Brothers
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NbnD4EMKcA&feature=related
This song has really helped me in my determination to get off and stay off of Adderall–“We’re Not Gonna Take It,” by Twisted Sister. Although the song is probably not about Adderall or addiction, it gives you the fighting spirit.
Catalyst- Anna Nalik
So you’re taking these pills
For to fill up your soul
And you’re drinking them down with cheap alcohol
And I’d be inclined to be yours for the taking
And part of this terrible mess that you’re making
But me, I’m the catalyst
When you say love is a simple chemical reaction
Can’t say I agree
‘Cause my chemical, yeah, left me a beautiful disaster
Still love’s all I see
So I’m taking these pills for to fill up my soul
And I’m drinking them down with cheap alcohol
And you’d be inclined to be mine for the taking
And part of this terrible mess that I’m making
But you, you’re the catalyst
Dr Susanne Maddox, PHD by the Wombats
I’m going to the doctors on friday
i’m going to the doctors on friday
they make me better, they give me pills and all sorts,
my GP’s going to help me this friday
her name’s suzanne and she’s got a PhD
and i think that she likes me,
well she’s always smiling,
Don’t think i’m wasting your time
this is not a drama piece of mine
i’m not here to tell you lies
suzanne you better believe me this time
Help me suzanne, help help me suzanne!
Help me suzanne, help help me suzanne!
She told me to stop smoking but i’ll do it anyways
She told me to stop smoking but i’ll do it anyways
i don’t care now, i can’t see it hurt me
she told me to stop drinking but i’ll do it anyway
she told me to stop drinking but i’ll do it anyway
i don’t care now, maybe i’ve died inside
Don’t think i’m wasting your time
this is not a drama piece of mine
i’m not here to tell you lies
suzanne you better believe me this time
Help me suzanne, help help me suzanne!
Help me suzanne, help help me suzanne!
Kelly Clarkson’s “What Doesn’t Kill You (Stronger)”: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/kellyclarkson/whatdoesntkillyoustronger.html.
Cheesier than my usual musical preferences? Yes. Effective for getting through a slump? Most definitely.
“Pills” by the band “Hurt” has been a song that I have been relating to lately.
Sober – P!nk
“I don’t wanna be that call at 4 o’clock in the morning
‘Cos I’m the only one you know in the world that won’t be home
Ah the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oh, I am finding
That’s not the way I want my story to end”
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I’m not an addict. Maybe that’s a——lie. by k’s choice
I have several songs that I’ve clung too in dealing with all the meds I have to take just to be normal. Sometimes I rebel against them to see what happens and of course, that never ends up well.
Ben Harper Live (Written by The Verve):
The Drugs Don’t Work
“Well I know you’re thinking of me,
As you lay there by my side.
Now the drugs don’t work, they just make you worse,
But I know I’ll see your face again.
So baby, oooooh, if Heaven calls, I’m coming too
Just said, “If you leave my life my life, I’m better off dead.”
Pills – Sarah Mclachlan Live (Written by The Perishers)
“One may think that we’re alright,
We need pills to sleep at night
And we need lies to make it through the day
We’re not ok.
The Power of Orange Knickers – Tori Amos
“Can somebody tell me now,
Who is this terrorist?
This little pill in my hand
Can blow me out of this….”
Uncertain – Mindy Hughes (Unreleased)
“A little uncertain how to live my life.
Six months sober and I’m still…
Wondering why I
Ever tried..
To hide to hide these pills…
…Maybe I’m running from the past.”
2 am Lovesick – Blue October
“Yeah, I’m really clean if you know what I mean.
Except for the reoccurring dream.
Of losing total feeling.
While the windmill’s squealing…”
Medicine by Daughter
“Just Like A Pill” -Pink
I’m lyin’ here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I’m crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can’t stay on your life support,
There’s a shortage in the switch,
I can’t stay on your morphine,
‘Cause it’s making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again
But she’s being a little bitch,
I think I’ll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better,
You keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill
I haven’t moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help
I can’t stay on your life support,
There’s a shortage in the switch,
I can’t stay on your morphine,
‘Cause it’s making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again
But she’s being a little bitch,
I think I’ll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better,
You keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better,
You keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill
I can’t stay on your life support,
There’s a shortage in the switch,
I can’t stay on your morphine,
‘Cause it’s making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again
But she’s being a little bitch,
I think I’ll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you’re just like a pill
Instead of makin’ me better,
You keep makin’ me ill
You keep makin’ me ill
Fantastic website…thank you so much for existing!! Here’s one of my favorites “it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back/ So shake him off”
FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE – SHAKE IT OUT
Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play
And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues strong
It’s always darkest before the dawn
And I’ve been a fool and I’ve been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way
I’m always dragging that horse around
And our love is pastured such a mournful sound
Tonight I’m gonna bury that horse in the ground
So I like to keep my issues drawn
But it’s always darkest before the dawn
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I’m gonna cut it out and then restart
Cause I like to keep my issues strong
It’s always darkest before the dawn
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back
And given half the chance would I take any of it back
It’s a fine romance but it’s left me so undone
It’s always darkest before the dawn
Oh woah, oh woah…
And I’m damned if I do and I’m damned if I don’t
So here’s to drinks in the dark at the end of my rope
And I’m ready to suffer and I’m ready to hope
It’s a shot in the dark and right at my throat
Cause looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Looking for heaven, found the devil in me
Well what the hell I’m gonna let it happen to me
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
Shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, shake it out, ooh woaaah
And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh woah
I love that someone posted Lily Allen – Everyone’s At It. It’s such a good song and I immediately fell in love when I first heard it.. It’s very honest and I like that she pretty much admits she hasn’t been clean always of course it even now who knows but that everyone is at it for sure… Like so many people get off meth and hard drugs but have tons of prescription medicines which can be just as dangerous if not more dangerous and it’s crazy. Everyone has something.. Alcohol was the worst for me. Adderall has taken a lot from me but I haven’t been drunk since I started taking it and that has saved my life after 2 dwis at only age 22. Ok the song I want to add is called “Save Me” by Kelly Osbourne. Hardly anyone has heard it because the album had no marketing but I love this song, anyone who knows what it’s like to be desperately reaching out for help from friends or family hoping they would intervene and save you yet were left to just continue to do as you please will understand.. Maybe just because I’m young I don’t know.
I love everything about it though
“From the look in my eye, why didn’t you just save me?
And all of my friends, Think I’m losing my mind.
I just can’t believe I’m blinded by what I’d need,
It’s like an empty space I need to fill the void.
When you looked in my eyes You knew I needed saving,
And when you saw me getting high Why didn’t you come save me?
All of my life I’ve locked away my feelings,
And all of this time I’ve been living a lie.
I was so afraid, Pathetically misleading,
It was my empty space, a need to fill my void.
[Chorus]
When you looked in my eyes You knew I needed saving,
And when you saw me getting high Why didn’t you come save me?
When I blamed you for my lies why didn’t you just tell me?
Cause when I looked in my eyes, There’s nothing there worth saving
Someone rescued me when I was sleeping, Somehow life went by when I was dreaming,
Someone rescued me when I was sleeping, In my dreams.
Save Me, why didn’t you just save me?”
Ubiquitous Synergy Seeker (USS) – This Is The Best
On your way out, turn the lights out
Take your supermodels and your broken beer bottles
I don’t care, party anywhere, I’m broke, man, possibly beyond repair
This is the best, this is the best, my head is such a fucking mess
This is the best, crack-house arrest, my head’s a mess
Well I woke up on a Monday, I’ve been feelin’ pretty wired
I’ve been wide awake since Wednesday, I was feelin’ so inspired
By the state of my own execution, drop me cause I can’t let go, woah
On my way down, kill the lights now,
gimme calcium and put me in the lost and found
I don’t care, throw me anywhere
I’m cool, man, possibly beyond repair
This is the best, this is the best, my head is such a fucking mess
This is the best, crack-house arrest, my head’s a mess
Well I woke up on a Monday, I’ve been feelin’ pretty wired
I’ve been wide awake since Wednesday, I was feelin’ so inspired
By the state of my own execution, drop me cause I can’t let go, woah, woah, woah
On my way up, wish me good luck
Mission control, I’m crushin’ like a monster truck
I should care, but I don’t care, I fucking don’t care, don’t care
Well I woke up on a Monday, I’ve been feelin’ pretty wired
I’ve been wide awake since Wednesday, I was feelin’ so inspired
By the state of my own execution, drive me cause I can’t let go
This is the best, this is the best, woah, drive me cause I can’t let go, woah
This is the best, this is the best, stop me cause I can’t say no
*Fast As You Can*
-By Fiona Apple.
This song has always reminded me of being on adderall.
But that’s just me…
http://youtu.be/NbxqtbqyoRk
Bill Withers “I don’t want you on my mind”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycoy1cuU0XM&feature=kp
I was listening to pink floyd’s dark side of the moon and a line in it that really reminded me of all of you:
“You lock the door
and throw away the key
There’s someone in my head
But it’s not me”
I thought you guys could relate 🙂
Otherside-Macklemore
Starting Over- Macklemore
Epiphany – Staind. Song is widely interpreted by many to be about ADHD
Thrive by Switchfoot. It hits home in a way few others do.
And Murder Of One by Counting Crows.
Both are more for that poignant desperation you hit once you realize who you are is the product of what your psychiatrist thinks you should be, when in fact you really don’t know who you are, ultimately waking you up to the cold hard truth of what Adderall does to you.
Jimmy Eat World:
“Pain”
“Polaris”
“23”
You should add the song “Mess” by the band Get Scared. It’s pretty much a *perfect* song for how I feel about my relationship with Adderall.
Some of the lines in the song:
“Now I’m taking this pill just to mend it
I’m not calling the shots
I’m just calling it quits”
“Shame creeps down my spine
Like the blade of a knife
And it’s taking it’s time”
“Is this a test?
Cause I’m depressed”
“Will I come clean to say that I’m wrong”
“I’m the best kind of mess)
“Is This Happiness” By Lana Del Rey
can definitely see a correlation here.
“High up in the Hollywood Hills taking violet pills
Writing all of my songs about my cheap thrills
You’re a hard man to love and I’m
A hard woman to keep track of
You like to rage, don’t do that
You want your way, you make me so mad
Got your gun, I’ve got my dad”
“Is this happiness?
Is this happiness?
Is this happiness?
Is this happiness?”
“High up in the Hollywood Hills crushing violet pills
You’ve been trying to write a novel about your cheap thrills
You think you’re Hunter S. Thompson
I think you’re fucking crazy as the day’s long
Man to man, heart to heart
I love you but you drive me so far
Wish you well on that star”
“Is this happiness?
Is this happiness?
Is this happiness?
Is this happiness?”
“Witch Hazel, Witch Hazel
Betrayal, betrayal
One gun on the table
Headshot if you’re able”
“Is this happiness?
Is this happiness?
Is this happiness?
Is this happiness?”
a great song…
Sia – Alive
Lyrics
I was born in a thunderstorm
I grew up overnight
I played alone
I played on my own
I survived
Hey
I wanted everything I never had
Like the love that comes with light
I wore envy and I hated that
But I survived
I had a one-way ticket to a place where all the demons go
Where the wind don’t change
And nothing in the ground can ever grow
No hope, just lies
And you’re taught to cry in your pillow
But I survived
I’m still breathing, I’m still breathing
I’m still breathing, I’m still breathing
I’m alive
I’m alive
I’m alive
I’m alive
I found solace in the strangest place
Way in the back of my mind
I saw my life in a stranger’s face
And it was mine
I had a one-way ticket to a place where all the demons go
Where the wind don’t change
And nothing in the ground can ever grow
No hope, just lies
And you’re taught to cry in your pillow
But I survived
I’m still breathing, I’m still breathing
I’m still breathing, I’m still breathing
I’m alive
I’m alive
I’m alive
I’m alive
You took it all, but I’m still breathing
You took it all, but I’m still breathing
You took it all, but I’m still breathing
You took it all, but I’m still breathing
You took it all, but I’m still breathing
You took it all, but I’m still breathing
You took it all, but I’m still breathing
You took it all, but I’m still breathing
I had made every single mistake
That you could ever possibly make
I took and I took and I took what you gave
But you never noticed that I was in pain
I knew what I wanted, I went in and got it
Did all the things that you said that I wouldn’t
I told you that I would never be forgotten
And all in spite of you
And I’m still breathing, I’m still breathing
I’m still breathing, I’m still breathing
I’m alive (You took it all, but I’m still breathing)
(You took it all, but I’m still breathing)
I’m alive (You took it all, but I’m still breathing)
(You took it all, but I’m still breathing)
I’m alive (You took it all, but I’m still breathing)
(You took it all, but I’m still breathing)
I’m alive
I’m alive
I’m alive
I’m alive
I’m alive
“The house of the rising sun” by The Animals…for some reason this song is how I feel on some days.
Lonesome, On’ry and Mean. – Waylon Jennings (Waymore’s Blues)
On a Greyhound bus Lord I’m travelin’ this morning
I’m goin’ to Shreveport and down to New Orleans
Been travlin’ these highways and doin’ things my way
It’s been making me lonesome on’ry and mean.
God her hair was jet black and her name was Bodine
Thought she was the queen of the Basin Street Queens
She got tired of that smoky-wine dream
She began to feel lonesome on’ry and mean.
We got together and we cashed in our sweeps
Gave onto beggar who was mumblin’ through the streets
There’s no escaping from his snowy white dream
On’ry and lonesome on’ry and mean.
I’m down in this valley where the wheels turn so low
At dawn I pray to the Lord of my soul
I say do Lord do right by me you know
I’m tired of being lonesome on’ry and mean…
Speed Queen- Atmosphere
She listens to quote unquote punk, but loves to fuck to Calypso
Self esteem grew when she upgraded from crack to crystal
Irresistible when the buzz is on and when the buzz is gone
She’s always trying to turn the buttons on
In-completed puzzle cause she keeps breaking the pieces
Latched and attached to any cat that treats her halfway decent
I laugh in peace whenever shes around because she likes it
How the fuck did I get twisted tight with this destructive vice grips?
Speaking of grip never could I grip that drug use
The sex was power but the powder cut the slug loose
And now she feels resentment cause all I want is friendship
I masturbate before we hang out, keeps me from feeling tempted
Prevented, instead of searching for solution
Mind bent from time spent no grant for restitution
Time to move then the taste of truth got you potent (potent)
Open, adjust my ignorance quotient
Hook (x2)
Now who’s the creep and who the weakling
SPEED QUEEN
Whats a freak and whats a cheap fling
SPEED QUEEN
From the clit ring to the g-string
SPEED QUEEN
I feeling free from artificial feelings
[Verse 2:]
Yeah baby, I was a liar and baby maybe I cheated
But baby that shits minor you received what you needed
Dialogue, ears, fears, tears, thoughts, and a shoulder
And this overwhelming feeling that I ought to scold you
But no I hold you, in fact I held you up
If you were thirsty I held the cup
If you needed it I felt you up
I tell you what, why don’t you tell me what the hell is up
I think that it be best if I find my own way to the exit
Lets get it straight, wait do I say that too often
Non the less I appreciate the observation
Now if I’m not mistaken you said that it’s the best
When you mixed your crystal meth with population
I lost my patience, health-related self-inflated
Never had a clue that we was through till I found somebody new
And now I’m hated for my flaws, said that we’d be cool always
I never indicated how long always was
Hook (x2)
Now who’s the creep and who the weakling
SPEED QUEEN
Whats a freak and whats a cheap fling
SPEED QUEEN
From the clit ring to the g-string
SPEED QUEEN
I feeling free from artificial feelings
[Verse 3:]
You know what? I hate it when you tell me about the average
You die to love men that try to rip your heart out
Through your nasal passage
Now how did I manage to be labeled the one that’s savage?
I found the package damaged and I tried to apply a bandage
Habits, no money you live at home and moms tripping
You need a gig that makes tips got a job stripping
She goes naked on a pole, you know shes got soul
And she’s got holes and she had goals but she got low
Age 20 but seen plenty bodies 40 but the mind state is 16
So save it she ain’t listening
I miss being a savior but the behavior is flavor enhanced
Made a name became the favorite on the table dance
Don’t you know lifestyles tend to stear
Around ones career you still broke cause of your joke peers
I choke fears for everyone that wears the shoes
Had it up to here with the paranoia and the where were you’s
But I’m still there when she’s got something real to say
I must care otherwise I would not feel this way
Feel your way through it like I felt I tried to help
But common sense bills when you find the consequence by yourself
Hook (x2)
Now who’s the creep and who the weakling
SPEED QUEEN
Whats a freak and whats a cheap fling
SPEED QUEEN
From the clit ring to the g-string
SPEED QUEEN
I feeling free from artificial feelings
Baby baby baby I don’t mean to be rude but I know the cause of your bloody Attitude
Baby baby baby I don’t mean to be rude but I know the cause of your bloody Attitude
Attitude attitude attitude
I gotta go I’ll call you back…..
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One of my favorite songs is “I can’t stand to fly”. It tells a lot about me.
Evan Greer- Adderall Song, folk punk anti-big pharma anthem <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mIPC4poFh-0